Update on things!

Alright!!! Where to start???


OK so far... My other frog die, sucks! but oh well and then I was to lazy to take it back to petsmart and exchange it for a live one, so I just send it down the toilet :)


My new Job stated today, so here I am, in my 10 min break. I hope all goes well, so far so good! learning about loans and all that good stuff that is going to be over my shoulder now! Eating chocolate and felling sick still, hopefully i'll get out of here soon as like soon soon :) Is only been a few hours an I already miss my peeps over at the Murray branch :( But I am going to stay positive! I have walked around for a few minutes and eveything seems dead! I am afraid.


I miss my family and want to be with them, my brother will be leaving for the Air Force pretty soon as like 4th of November soon and that makes me even more sad, because I wont get to see him. I wan to see my mom and dad so bad and I wish I could go there for Christmas, but I have no money and since theres no money I cant travel :( sad for me!

(I just remember Sam has my CTR ring, wait ill email her) alright, back to the update!

So yea! My sister is coming on the 11th of October and I want to be with her every hour of the hour :(

Not Wanted!

Perhaps I am not meant to be wanted, I am not meant to be happy nor meant to be in love! sad? true.
I mean, what do I have, that NO ONE, wants me, no even for a simple date? :) I am meant to grow old and die alone! I have to focus on something else, rather than focusing in 'like' and 'love'. Focus on my career a 100% and my job another 100%, just there, already 200%, way more than I can handle at the moment, add the fact that I want a part-time job that will require at least 50% or more. That's it, no more time for something that is meant to break my heart into pieces, right?

Lets go to the Dictionary, shall we?
Self-confidence: confidence in oneself and in one's powers and abilities
Confidence: a feeling or consciousness of one's powers or of reliance on one's circumstances

People say that this is one of the many keys to 'LOVE' success, but this is something that I obviously lack, maybe 'If' I had this gift in my life I would have this, so called, LOVE or in other words 'desire in life' and there you go, one of the many reason as to why I have NO ONE!!!
This only really counts to people I like, so... If you like me and you are going through the same because of it, I AM SORRY... Life does suck?
I am over it, ALL OF IT!!!

Per Sam's Request

What can I said today? Oh yea! My frog die yesterday morning i was looking at my fish tank and there it was turned upside down and lifeless :( sad? I know I remember how it used to jump around in the water and I am pretty sure who was the killer! Stupid Catfish, who by the way is freaking ugly I should kill it! So Lisa and I went to buy some stuff to clean the fish tank cause is was building stuff, yuck! One of the reasons as to why is because the sucker fish doesn't suck so...
At Pet Smart I bought another frog to replace the dead one and another sucker fish to replace the lazy one, ha ha ha hopefully this one WILL suck on the tank, ha ha ha ha, that kind of sound bad, ha? oh well... So know the fish tank is clean and although is taking a while for the new-bees to adapt I can predict it will be a happy fish tank :) Finito. for today.

Monday Movie Marathon

OK, peeps so on Monday, Sammy and I went to the movies and although we didn't watch tons of movies we did watch 3: Wall E, The Rocker and The House Bunny, they were all pretty darn funny and I am including some hilarious quotes in them. Laugh you ass off or not, maybe you have to see the movies to do so :)


Robert 'Fish' Fishman: A lot of elevators play Celine Dion - that doesn't make it right.

David Marshall: John Lennon is rolling over in his grave to hide the giant boner you just gave him!

Robert 'Fish' Fishman: Some people carry a rabbit's foot, I like to rock a pocket of puke.


Robert 'Fish' Fishman: 1991 called, they want their teenage angst back. Amelia: No, they just called again they want that joke back.


Shelley: I gotta meet this freakin' bird!

Carrie Mae: Do you guys know where the crapper is? I have to drop some timber.

And all the ridiculous times Shelley pronounces names with her scary voice :)

So... Lets give a round of applause to http://www.imdb.com/ for providing me with then, that way I don't have to remember nor write them, all I do is copy and paste. :)

Hilary Weeks

So... Shelley got this book for her and gave it to me so I could read it, Its small but pretty inspiring and amazing.

so ill be putting some quotes from her because they just happened to touch my heart!

• When it's hard to believe in yourself and you feel like you're beginning to doubt Remember He Believes in what you're doing He Believes in who you are, Don't lose sight of the truth that you're a daughter of God.
• Heaven sure sends some wonderful and unexpected surprises!
• Believe that he hears you and that each prayer that rises to heaven returns answered.
• Don't worry about what others think of you. Worry about what they think of themselves when they are with you.
• Focusing on others takes the worry away and helps me to be happy and confident.
• When you don't think you can run, walk, or crawl one more step, put things in the Lord's hands and He'll make up the difference.
• Believe that your name, your life, your circumstances and concerns are known to the Saviour and that He speaks of you to the Father daily.
• And many more. I am just a bit tired of writing but trust me is good.

The way I see It

The way I see It

Isn't necessarily

The way you see it

Or the way it is

Or ought to be

Whats more important

Is that we're all

Looking for it

And a way to see it

-Desi Di Nardo

Starbucks Cup Quote #293