Spiritually, emotionally and physically DEAD!!!

So... today I have decided to write a post, not that i really wanted to, but... I guess we all go thru that moment in our life where we just feel like there is no purpose in life, that if we where to die today no one would care, yea family and friends would suffer just for a little while, but they would move on eventually. I am 24, single, not going to school, not buying a house, living with my padres and FAT. When ALL of this comes into my head I try to escape from my reality and disappear. So, I focus on my job and let hours, days and life go by, just to realize that the end of the year is right around the corner 2010 is almost here and that by this time next year ill be 25, probably and most likely single, probably not in school, for sure not buying a house, most likely living with me padres and as always FAT. My thoughts are overwhelming so i tend to step back. Sure i laugh, I live and love, but when it comes down to those times of me being alone ALL of this comes and I realize that I am not truly happy! :(
So I apologize if anyone has tried to get a hold of me and me just letting it slide. This is the reason why. I have lacked to do a lot of things, like going to church, praying, living, etc. I just feel DOWN. Bottom line? I guess I can do something about it.