Cowboy Heaven, Yeehaw!!!

Yesterday Amy and I went to the Rodeo, This only happens once a year in Houston and all the cowboys from around the US and I think of the world gather here to compete. I think they also stop in San Antonio and Las Vegas. Anyways is a big deal. Well a lot of artist come down here and perform each day of the Rodeo and yesterday night was Lady Antebellum. Needless to say is was pretty much AMAZING. There where tons of people and HOT HOT HOT COWBOYS everywhere!!!

OMGosh! Let me tell you the story as to why I will never be fit to date! I am a freaking mess. Alright, so my friend wants to go to a store where there is a guy she liked and gave her his card at the cook-off. (Mind you they only sell cowboy stuff that I am not interested at all, well… maybe a few things.) The Cowboy boots started at $800.00 so that is pretty much insane judging by the fact that I would probably never wear them unless of course I marry a cowboy and live in a farm and do cowboyish stuff. LOL

Back to the story, so we go inside the store and walk around pretending to look at stuff just so she could find the guy she wanted to talk to. We keep walking around and then she tells me, there he is. I could not find him for the life of me. He was getting lost in all the boots and purses and hats and buckles. LOL Unfortunately he was helping some lady and she didn’t want to bug. At this point we move to a small room where I found some pretty amazing rubber boots. Suddenly this HOT HOT HOT Cowboys walks up to me and tells me: Are you interested in boots and then PANIC cause he is so amazingly hot and I just smile and nod my head. Amy then tells him that I am interested in the rubber boots, but that my concern was if they would work in snow!!! LOL (witch is true; I had asked her that a few minutes earlier.) He then looks at me, smiles, gets closer to me, he keeps smiling and then he laughs. LOL

He’s like: Well… they are made for water for I don’t see why they would not work in snow, why are you worried about that?
Me: The Stupid Shocked Idiot who was still amazed by his hotness, tells him: I am moving to Utah, I smile, I move back and forth, I am super nervous and can hardly make eye contact.
Hot Cowboy: Oh :( looks into my eyes (of course I melt) and says: That is a BIG BIG Shame.
Me: Look into his eyes smile and smile some more. (He was hot!)
Hot cowboy: keeps making eye contact and tells me if I want something to drink?
Me: Nah I don’t drink.
Hot cowboy: touches my arm and makes eye contact again! He would not stop looking at me!
Me: In SHOCK, Hot can this hot hot cowboy be interested in me? (Did I mention he was hot? Or maybe all the cowboyness in him was radiating like a star! LOL)
Hot Cowboy: Are you sure you don’t want anything? (At this point he completely forgets about boots and selling stuff to me!) It was only him trying to talk to me some more.
Amy: Alright we have to go.
Me: I get all like: oh oh ok! I guess :(
Hot cowboy: looks into my eyes again (of course I melt again). Makes a sad face and tells me: If you change your mind, come again.

So we go, and then this other hot cowboy (who was NOT as hot as the other one) comes around like a few minutes after that and proceeds to say: Oh pretty ladies, how are ya’ll tonight? We tell him we are fine and of course the same nervous dance kicks in and makes me look like a fool. He smiles, but this time he goes straight to the point, he looks at me and tells me: are you single? I look at him in shock for been so forward, smile and say YES! And then he tells Amy, are you single too? And of course she says YES! LOL He said would one of you go out in a date with me? Then he hugs us and starts talking for a little while. We never talked about boots, except at the end, LOL when I disappointed him and told him I didn’t see the purpose in getting super expensive boots! Anywho, we never talked to the other guy that she was really interested in and actually missed out on other two that where interested in us. Oh men they where so hot! But ill be going back this Saturday! A date with once of those cute (no, let me rephrase that!) HOT cowboys would NOT be bad at all. Who knows and he is the one and I’ll have to buy the super expensive boots to live my cowboy life. LOL

SixFlags Saturday!

5:00 am-wake up 

6:30 am-On our way to SixFlags Over Texas in Arlington Texas, mind you is almost a 4hr. drive.

10:20 or so am-We almost crash, my heart stopped for a second and felt we where not going to make it! I would not be here posting about it. It was crazy, a car in front of us was changing lanes back and forth, well we hit traffic and that same car got right in front of us so fast my friend who was driving almost crash behind it, the tires even made that noise that makes you thinks there is no way we are going to make it. Fortunately the stupid car was smart enough to predict his ignorance was about to commit an accident. So... he moved to the shoulder. There was four of us in the tiny Chevy Cobalt that gladly had really good brakes. We where speechless, in shock. We could even see the park from there and to think we where so close! 

But we are ALL good and kept driving then we notice the road was blocked do to unknown circumstances. So we had to drive across the freeway into the grass and to the other side. It was loco, what I am most surprised though is that the car was able to complete all the given maneuvers of survival. LOL

10:30 am-We arrived at the park, ready for a long day. We got in pretty much all the big one and OMGosh! It was so much fun. Except the long lines and the waiting. Much it was great none the less.

(Don't ask me who that lady is, I have NO clue!!!)

8:30 p.m.-We left the park after a much disappointing Cold Stone ice cream. :( and we had a long drive after that. 

1:00 we finally got home and ready for sunday. 

Finally here in bed listening to Hilary Weeks and really hoping God helps me get through this one. As usual, I have faith but sometimes is hard to believe there will be a happy ending in my life.

Tomorrow Monday :) The Rodeo awaits me and the HOT, HOT, HOT cowboys!!! LOL and guess who else???

LADY ANTEBELLUM

By the way... !

Happy Pi Day!!

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I am not to much of an enthusiastic, but... Oh well! :)

Time

is running! AGAIN. So many things I have to do before the changes ahead. I do feel A LOT better but I doubt, so much. I don't trust myself, I don't trust what's happening, I doubt my feelings.  Maybe I shouldn't, Maybe I should just let is roll. I guess I am just afraid. Sometimes I feel like I am no one and that all he feels for me is pity, I am always wondering. Like Mika sings: This is the hardest story. No hope, No Glory, No Happy Ending.
Time runs, we tend to run with it. Things change for better or for worst. But I am still here, waiting. So I guess I also have to quote Lifehouse.  Cause today I am here with a broken heart that still beating and barely hanging on to him.

SPRING IS HERE!!!

P.S. I need a job! :) LOL

Sunday Night

Finally laying in bed and thinking about life mishaps. I am back. Missing my family in Guatemala like crazy. My Grandma is the sweetest, funniest, caring, most wonderful lady in my life (My mom too! LOL) I really haven't cry for her, till Thursday night when I was leaving her. I could not stop crying thinking she is so sick and I am here, unable to give her what she needs. Is not like I can ask for her to get better, because I know she wont get better. I feel like the two people I love the most at this moment are slipping from my hands and it does not matter what I do, they are still going to leave me. I have them there, they love me (Well... I know at least she does, I'm not sure what he calls it), they want the best for me, but they are leaving in a way. I cannot lie to myself. I want my reality to finally be better than my fantasies. My heart aches for both of them, I want peace and happiness for them. She told me she would try to hold on, for me. That she loved me so much she didn't want me to leave. She told me I was her favorite grandchild :), all the memories, all the poems. I am who I am because of her (and my parents of course!). I Love her so much and today my heart not only aches for him but for her too. Today I feel like I have to learn to accept it.

Good Night, lets pray.

Guatemala update #1

Daily Notes...

Saturday morning I was in Guatemala, finaly after so much waiting. I enjoy coming here before a Saturday, waking up to Saturday market is the best thing on earth! The day started with me kissing my lovely grandma. Getting ready for the day and driving off in the crazy traffic madness of Guatemala city! I cannot tell you how many times I forgot to breath cause I was so scared we would crash. But my uncle is an expert in moving thru it, so away to El Mercadito we where! Today my stomach feel a bit upset BUT it was all worth it. The freshness you feel in a market like this. Is a one street market full of food, fruits, and veggies that fill the baskets with colorful flavours. I wish I had my camera so I could have capture my feelings in a picture. Kids running around. Some dirty some dirtier, but cute.

For a minute I stoped and stared (I tend to do that, I just kind of space out!) things so simple as kids running, fresh smelly markets, people screaming out the great prices they have in their little tents and offering you the best deals make me happy! I ate everything I could possibly think of. Shaved Ice with lemon and salt (sounds gross, I know, but is actually delish!) Green mangos with lemon and salt. Strawberry ice cream in a plastic bag. Fruits. Nuts. Guatemalan candies and more!!! I know, pig you might be thinking, but it was not much I promise, it only sounds like it. I just love the simpleness of it all. Then we went out shopping so we could have stuff in the house and a few other things to take back home. The rest of the evening was spent with my grandma, my step grandfather, his brother and my uncle. Lerning other languages, tongtwisters, crossword puzzling, sudoku, making fun of stupid insignificant stuff (like my family tends to do, and I found out my grandma is just like me when it comes to that) and remembering how weird of a kid I was and the things I just to do, like eating worms, climbing the hall wall, having weird thums, and how I was always intriged but my grandmas old thing and how I aways though she had hidden treasures somewhere in the house. I love them all. They are all so sweet and funny, smart, and weird like me. End of day one and my thoughts.

Now is Monday and I find my self updating info and adding more. Sunday we went to church and saw a few friends, later that afternoon my cousins came around to the house and had dinner with us. I do get tired of getting questioned about life and things I am doing or things I am not doing! I should just wear a t-shirt and say 'find your answer here!' (really, they ALL ask the same stuff).

Today we spend it with my grandma (she is the priority in this trip) and now I am in bed ready for another long day tomorrow! :) hope you are all having an awesome week!

Some how I can't figure this out and I can't post from my phone! So I'll go on to write about today Tuesday, we woke up at 5:30 in the morning to be in 'El Pedregal' (this breakfast place I've gone since I was little) the drive as usual crazy but it was yummy on my tummy! By 9 breakfast was over and we went to Iximche (land of the corn from the post-classic Mayan time) we walk till it got boring but we got to show my brother in law where my dad was born. We headed down to visit some family and then back to the capital (my grandmas house where pretty much all the girl cousins got together (maybe about 13 girls in the house) so we order pizza and hang and talk for hours. Day is over again and trying to figure how to put this up. Wensday has come and gone and I can't figure this out. Today was a long day. Antigua was on first and of course breakfast. The a quick walk thru the streets and we headed to 'La cabana Suiza' is really cute restaurant that I have gone to since I was a kid and that brings a LOT of memories! :) after we headed down to visit a doctor that made Diego a reality (long story) anywho, after that we went to visit my grandpas brother and his wife so at least they could meet Diego. My grandma was next, so we had a little dinner with her and headed back to the hotel where we would meet our cousin and her cute daughter. My aunt came too. This day, like I said, was way too long but we got to be with family! :) goodnight and tomorrow I'll make sure I get this online.