The Past.

I REALLY HAVE to get OVER IT!!! I though I did! The past is not pretty, well some is :), but I don't want it back. It hurts. not all of it, but one alone. 'HE' the one that send my heart down the darkest deepest hole. I DON'T want him in my present, is that really so much to ask? Part of me does, part of me is curious, part of me still thinks I want him. but is a tiny part. Because a huge part wants him OUT, a huge part does not care what he does anymore, a huge part of me wants to forget and finally start living love. We can only hope!